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How Does It Feel To Be Crazy?

I was watching a show the other day, and a character in a mental hospital was asked, “How does it feel to be crazy?” That question hit me in a way I wasn’t expecting. It’s the kind of question that lingers in your mind long after the scene has passed. Because how do you even begin to explain what it feels like?

The Invisible Weight of Mental Illness

Mental illness is lonely. Even when you try to put your pain into words, it often feels like no one really understands. The weight of it is invisible to most, yet it presses down on you constantly. There’s an isolation that comes with suffering, especially when you feel like you’re battling alone.

What stood out to me in that scene wasn’t just the question but the way the character’s family rallied around him. They didn’t abandon him. They didn’t act like his struggles were too much. They showed up. And as much as I admired that moment, I couldn’t help but feel the ache of what I wish I had.

The Necessity of Support

Support in times of struggle isn’t a luxury—it’s a necessity. Yet, so many of us fight these battles alone, either because people don’t know how to help or because we’ve been conditioned to believe our pain is a burden. I’ve learned the hard way that just because someone loves you doesn’t mean they’ll know how to support you.

But here’s the thing: Even in the loneliness, even in the moments where you feel like no one sees you, your struggle is real. Your pain is valid. And most importantly, you are not alone—not truly. There are people out there who understand, even if they aren’t in your immediate circle. There are people who have walked similar paths and are willing to listen, to stand with you, to remind you that your story isn’t over.

Keep Reacing for Connection

If you’re struggling in silence, please know this: Your feelings matter. Your pain deserves acknowledgment. And even if you haven’t found your support system yet, don’t stop looking. Someone out there is ready to stand beside you—you just have to keep reaching.

If this resonates with you, drop a comment. Let’s talk. Let’s create the support we all wish we had.

About the author

Jose Andrez Sanchez
By Jose Andrez Sanchez
myINTROSPECTION Recover, Grow, Thrive

About me

I'm Jose Andrez Sanchez, and my journey through addiction, anxiety, and healing has been anything but simple. It's been raw, painful, humbling—and deeply transformative.

I created myINTROSPECTION as a space to be honest about all of it—the struggle, the growth, the setbacks, and the small victories that don’t always get seen or celebrated.

This blog isn’t about pretending to have it all figured out. It’s about showing up anyway. It’s about finding the courage to speak the truth, even when it’s uncomfortable. And it’s about reaching those who might feel alone in their pain, reminding them that they’re not.

I write from lived experience. From personal loss, relapse, recovery, and the messy middle that rarely gets talked about. I’ve learned that healing isn’t a straight line—and that vulnerability, when shared with intention, can be one of the most powerful tools we have.

Through my writing, I hope to motivate and inspire. So whether you’re here to read, reflect, or just feel a little less alone—thank you. You’re not broken. You’re becoming.

Every second of your life counts.
Let’s keep walking forward—together.